kenapa sy suka dia??

korg rsa cinta tu buta ke?? atau... manusia tu yg buta kerana cinta??
(okay. soalan poyo dan menyampah kan?? haha)

waaa.... tgl lg kurg 48 jam sebelum serius dalam kerjaya bermula lagi.. dah prepare for everything??

not a single thing!

sekadar bawak balik kampung dan bawak p sana balik. huhu (mmg selalu terjadi!) so next time tak payahlah gigih sgt nak bawak balik rumah!hehe

x apa. apa sahja cabaran tahun 2014 akan aku redah dengan segla kekuatan dan kemampuan yg ada..hehe

i am looking foward for happiness and barakah..;)

btw, hr ni genap sebulan dah! when i look at the photo, i just dont know why am i falling to this feeling...its very different dis time.. hopefully this is for good and remain good..

p/s: thanx a lot dear..

is this true...?

I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily
I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make
Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use
The tools and gifts we got, yeah, we got a lot at stake
And in the end, you're still my friend at least we did intend
For us to work we didn't break, we didn't burn
We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in
I had to learn what I've got, and what I'm not, and who I am
-i won't give up by jason mraz-

again.

the strength just comes from nowhere..

and i am writing it again..writing  something for him..

is this feeling is true??

for the right person at the right time..?

 rasa mcm tk boleh nak elak lagi dah...hoho.. ak dh terjatuh dotdotdot...

semua org pesan...bberingat...beringat! hati aku sndiri pesan benda yg sama..

but i just cant help it..

apa pun yg jd lepas ni aku redha... bersama atau tidak, aku tetap redha..

but for this time, biarla aku rsa apa yg aku rsa.. walaupun ia mungkin hanya sementara...

sementara dlm berlbagai bentuk...

walaupun mgkin akan jatuh lg, aku akan tetap berusaha untuk bangun...

biarpun berkali-kali aku jatuh..

apalah maknanya hidup ini tanpa cabaran dan ujian kan..


yosh!

stay...

ngeee.. tbaa2 terdengar lagu ni! ni aku malas nak layan lagu2 sentimental ni..huhu

aku xtau apa kaitan aku ng lagu miley cyrus ni.. terlalu dekat dgn hati..kenapa??

I never wanna lose you
And if I had to, I would choose you
So always stay, please, always stay
You're the one that I hold on to
'Cause my heart would stop without you



my heart would stop without you...??? adoyai..lirik dia...hmm.. berdenyut lg.. alhamdulillah masih diberi peluang dr Dia..my heart wouldnt stop just bcos of a heartbroken!jgnla nak sedih sgt kann..hehe

entah2 tu salah satu sbb kenapa aku tak layan radio or this kind of song in my car: dont want to be distracted by that..

jadi betol ckp uncle???

tak.. tak.. ni semua mainan perasaan je ni kan..

sbb aku pernah rasa dlu, so aku sgt touched dgn lgu ni..aku hanya memahami dan mendalami lirik lagu ni..

haha...

atau mungkin org yg dirindui tu ade jauh kot... tiba2 nak lonely2 plak??nak sedih2 plak kan?? gedik betol! haha

well YOU, take a good care of yourself.. i dont expect u to read this. but this is how i express my feeling... safe journey sweetheart,wah!hee

(oi.. jgn nak seronok sgt..beringat sama..jauh lg perjalanan.. jgn sampai blog ni pulak berdarah nt..huu)

may Allah ease the way..

...duty call

..duty call..

baru dpt panggilan dari ex-GPM. Guru perpustakaan media. 'ex' sebab tahun depan beliau akan bertukar ke johor.

aku new GPM????

i dont have any ideas of what GPM does?? 

lingkup library tu nanti dpt kat aku..

hahaha..


dah kena belajar dr awal..kalau bg aku benda outdoor ni, eksaited la jugak aku..hihi.. ekspidisi panjat gunung ke, berkayak keliling pulau ke..volleyball ke, maula gak aku p kursus berhari2.haha

kursus pasal library?? dgr pun dah rasa mcm nak tidur je..hihi

xpelah dr dpt guru penasihat cheers ka? band ka? xmo2..

macam mana pun, amanah is amanah... walaupun tak suka, tp aku lagi xsuka kalau org dok ckp pasal aku x laksanakan amanah dgn baik..

u can do it tina! serikan library dgn aura teacher atie! heheh

-apasal dah macam semangat lebih ni-

all the best to myself! semoga Allah permudahkan segala urusan.. urusan kerja, keluarga, peribadijodoh... hiihi

p/s: rindu encik K.dah tiga hari kena tgl kt kg..

.a new beginning.

dont live by the past. past is past...the memories remains, the pains u forget and the lesson u remember...

i am so much happy now.. 

with u..

(for this time, only for this time... pls stay...)

this, may be the right time, with the right person...

i can not see the future, but i hope what i think is the best for us now is the best from HIM too..

whatever happens in the future, have faith in ALLAH..

-LOVE is MAGIC-

assalamualaikum..

(entry ni ditulis seminggu yg lepas. baru dpt post hr ni!)

hmm..
kau boleh senaraikan 1001 kriteria untuk lelaki/ perempuan idaman kau.
-hot
-seksi
-cantik/ hnsem
-bergaya
-berharta
-berkerjaya
-berumah tangga
-berkereta mewah
-5 Cs.
whatever~

tapi at last, mcm mana pun hebtnya standart yg kau letakkan, akhirnya ada satu sahaja yg tinggal n kau akan mengakuinya- terima seadanya dia.itulah cinta.

rezeki, jodoh, ajal: ini semua rahsia Allah. sekelip mata je DIA blh twist perasaan kau.

dr benci jadi syg atau sebaliknya.

kalau ada jodoh x kemana...

dr kecik aku dgr ni. dr tv, dr org yg lebih dewasa.

skrg bila aku yg makin dewasa, x kawen lagi pulak tu, hari2 aku dgr..haha

misi aku yg kononnya nak kawen umur 26 tu mmg ridiculous!yerrr~  apa buat mission mcm tu. haha.. skrg aku dah tak heran lg ng mission tu..(mcm nak gelak guling2 pulak)

sbb.. aku percaya pd jodoh yg Allah tetapkan. 

ingt kawen tu senang??? haha

u will live with this person for the rest of your life. having a complete family with kids... 

wei.. aku x kata yg aku ni xnk kawen..cuma rasa tu xblh dipaksa..bila dah jodoh tu, seenanngg je.. ni semua kawan2 aku yg dah kawen ckp...


oh ya. mr. P?? mr.P tu hanya sekadar impian bodoh. kehkeh... nak pilot aje.. ape daaa...haha..aku mmg tau tu bdoh sbb tu smpai skrg aku mmg xde pun 'kawan' yg keje pilot..

skrg...aku memang mencari tp bukan mencari-cari..just go with the flow.i am happy with what i have now.. and i am not that desperate to get married.

he can be anywhere.. anyone..anytime..

;)

uncle ckp, aku xbersedia sbb aku masih terluka.. huhu... dah lama rasanya luka ni.. mungkin aku senang jatuh suka tp aku susah n takut nak percaya pdhati y ska tu..

haaa..tudia...

walaweh!! aku rasa nak menangis baca entry ni! akhirnya ada jugak benda yg aku nak share setelah sekian lama.. haha

adios~
(3/12/13)